Is this really
happening? I asked myself as I woke up to a new day, looking out from the
bus window, arriving at a place that, years later, I would also call home. But
not just yet. Not now. I felt like a stranger. On hindsight, it was not so much
the place or the people that were unwelcoming; it was me, unwelcoming of the
changes. OK, so I probably was remiss on some research regarding the place, so
I was caught off guard. Culture shock.
In the city I was used to tall buildings everywhere, malls on
every other block (OK, I’m exaggerating…), restaurant choices from A to Z. Now
here I was, hundreds of kilometers away from what I used to know…and there was
no mall. Nada. No mall?! Where in the
world am I going to spend my weekends? Restaurant choices were limited. And
Starbucks? What Starbucks? NO Starbucks. NO STARBUCKS?! (There wasn’t even a
coffee place to speak of.) The city withdrawal symptoms were creeping in.
Poor City Girl — how
foolish of her to expect the same things from the countryside that she expected
from the city. Didn’t she realize that, apart from their spelling, the two
words of “city” and “country” had other differences? (Oh, really? Duh.) And
didn’t she realize that God ordained that there would be beauty in both? (Um,
no. Not yet, at least.)
My eyes were veiled then. I only “saw” what was unseen, what
was not there. I failed to appreciate that the absence of a concrete jungle
meant I had the vast canvas of God’s sky to look at. That the absence of a mall
meant I could just chill outdoors (and save money). That the limited restaurant
choices meant I could enjoy my husband’s exquisite cooking (and save money).
And that no Starbucks meant…well, no Starbucks (but yes, saving money).
So City Girl meets
provincial life for real. But she’d have to decide for herself how to cooperate
with it to make it work. Thankfully, God’s patience and mercy were in generous
store.
Questions: Did you ever have to deal with a sudden change in
your life? How’d that turn out? Feel free to post your experience. J
Interesting post! Hope you're used to life in the province by now and see the opportunities depending on your gifts! I am sure God has a marvelous plan for you where you are! Patsy from
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Hi Patsy! Thanks for your comment! Yes, I'm definitely used to my new normal and enjoy the province as well! God has been so, so good! Thanks, too, for being such a witness through all that you do — you and your family, and your family business, that is! God bless!
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